Demy's journal

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Tue, 07 Jul 2009 14:41:57 GMT

I'm really bored and I miss lost so here's a pic spam about "The real Mr Sawyer"

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imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 22:38:32 GMT

I'm still alive.
I feel so bad for not updating or leaving comments on my Flist but I really have not much time.
Sooo...let's see what I'v been up to..

I've got a new job; it's a part time job and even tho it's not my dream job, well it's a job LOL.

I made new frienships which I really needed it, I have so much fun with my collegues and we are kind of a family.

In this group of friend there's a gay guy who is now my BFF! I just love him so much, I love gay guys, they are th best! It's just... it's amazing how I can laugh, look at him, smile, making funny jokes, talks abotu everything without things getting complicated or mixed signals. I was never being able to have male friends, they are just all big assholes who keep hitting on me :rolleyes:

The fact that I have a part time job is because I'm finally gonna start uni next year. Yeah I'm trying for psycology again and this time I'm gonna do it, I know I will. I'm studying so hard and I'm confident that I can make it. I'll try in lots of univeristy and not just one so the possbilities to get in will be higher. I'm exctied YAY. I seriously can't wait to go back to shcool!

I don't think I'm going in vacation this year, a friend of mine invited me over her place so I think I'll go there for a couple of days. I'm savign money to return in Oahu in January with some friends of mine so we'llall say goodbye to the lost island ;_______;

I guess that's all for now.

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 00:27:58 GMT

I've been very busy lately but I made another picspam for </span> picspammy

This pic spam is about comparing Noah and Allie, a couple from the movie " The notebook", with Sawyer and Kate from "Lost". I thought their lives where so similar and for the major part I think they are TOO SIMILAR is almost scary.
The notebook is a movie about 2 people who fell in love, got separated for 7 years, moved on with their lives and then ended up together all over again. Skate much?
This is also dedicated to my friend Gloria antar82 who gave me this brilliant idea. Thanks sweety ILY, this is for you ♥
Before going to see the picspam I'll make a note : The Bold part are quotes from "The notebook" and the Italic part are quotes from lost.

Enjoy it!

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imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Fri, 29 May 2009 20:30:02 GMT

I just found out Damon and Carlton are gonna be in Rome and for like 5 seconds I was excited and then I readed this

"The Hollywood contingent includes Matthew Fox, alias Dr. Jack Shephard from hit drama "Lost," as well the series' executive producers Damon Lindelof and Carlton Cuse, who've scooped this year's Special Prize."

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm so fucking pissed!!!

Now because of this douche I obviously not going. It's not really for him, I really dont mind the guy per se, but I fucking hate Jack. The thing is sure gonna be a Jack fest which leads to be a Jate fest. Also, the most awful thing are the 15 years old dumb bitches who are gonna scream " MY VAGINA HURTS, WOULD YOU MIND TO TAKE A LOOK DOCTOR JACK?".
Fuck this shit I'm not going even if someone pays me.

This is so fucking unfair, the year they make a lost even, who has to come? But Matthew Fox, of course.

Here goes my dinner.

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Fri, 29 May 2009 15:45:59 GMT

Some updates about my lame life :P

- I'm still looking for a job, it's a month I'm jobless. It's absolutely awful. I got the car to pay at the end of august, I can't go in vacations and if I dont find one soon, I won't be able to go to uni not even this year. This always brings my mood down each day, I'm gonna be 24 next october and I still didnt got the chance to go to uni. It's really bad when you know the 80% of studends are supported financially by their parents or grandparents. Mine won't ever spend a penny to support my studies. Actually they'd be happy if I don't need to uni at all. That's really depressing.

- On an happy note I had few misuderstandings with some friends of mine. I was complaining to my BFF of the internet how my friends didn't care about me because they never made an effort to call me. So yesterday I sent an sms to one of those friends telling her to see each other when she had lunch break and she said yes. Today we met and she confessed me she thought I was mad at her or something because I cut her from my friend list on facebook. I was like WHAAA? no way I did that! She said she was very upset and when she got my message she was so happy <3. Another friend of mine inetad lost my phone number and didn't know how to contact me and we are gonna see each other soon. Thats cool, I have to learn to be less proud and actually ASK why people does not call me instead of gettig upset :P
Still I can't say the same about my BFF (if I still can call her this way..) who never calls me and knows my number really well, I always have to and most of the times she say she's busy or she has to see her BF. She never try to set up a meeting or anything and she just have part time job. I'm sick to always remind her she has friend and I think I might start to avoid her and then we'll see. Others intead just dont give a shit, so many times I made an effort to call them, write them emails but they dont do anything, its like they don't care so I won't care as well. I'm sorry because I got along great with some people, but friendship takes 2 and if people are not interested in me, then I cant force them to.

I'm sick of people calling me out on my shipper bias on lost; yes I'm an hard core fan of those 2 and yes I got to the point where I think the show isn't that special that I watch it only for them. So what? Some people watch it for hotass Sawyer because it turns them on, others because of Matthew Fox, others for Evi's body and some of them will might tune off cause Elizabeth Mitchell isn't on the show anymore. I really don't see what the matter here, after 5 seasons which 2 of them have been fillers, I don't buy there's anyone left anymore who is a loyal fan of the whole show, sorry.
I'm a person who always like to argue and express my opinions (I also like to always be right :P), I like debating and stuff, I'm like this in real life too, everyone who knows me is aware that I'll always challenge them into a discussion which can lead to an argument. Its just who I am. So when I see some post in a general community, I feel like replying to it if the subject is one of my interest wether I like it or not. If theres something I can't stand who's trying to make a point by making things up and maniplations, I just feel like I HAVE to say something. It sadden me if people take it the wrong way and I wanna say my point is not baiting, cause I just hate that. Sure opinions are opinions and if people wanna say something they sure can, its a free world damn it. Still I dont think there's any rules that says " you are not allowed to argue with people opinions" if this is the case then lock your entries to whom are all agreeing with your POV. And before anyone makes the argument " You wouldn't like if some people goes in your Journal and diss your points, you'd attack them as well"; everyone is free to argue with my "biased" :rolleyes: opinions, I0d reply how I think your arguments are full of crap but I'd still appreciate the effort.
And yes, I'm talking about The mess happened here yesterday night.

Sorry for the long post, I doubt anyone will care, but still...

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Mon, 25 May 2009 01:52:16 GMT

01-26 (fandoms)
01-47 (Lost s5 finale)
*comments are lovely
*credit
*do not direct link
♥ Enjoy

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imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Sat, 23 May 2009 21:57:55 GMT

Sawyer and Kate animated mood theme

Preview:

Blank: Curious: Disappointed: Giggly:

Lonely: Mischievous: Nervous: Nostalgic:

Rejuvenated: Sad: Surprised: Touched:

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imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Fri, 22 May 2009 18:24:28 GMT

Comparing Kate and Sawyer's 3 years separated from each other for picspammy

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Also, I changed layout and header, you like it? I do ♥

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Fri, 15 May 2009 22:14:47 GMT

Lost S5finale picspam HERE @gunsafe

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Wed, 13 May 2009 19:44:39 GMT

You all remember I went in Paris for that Lost convention? like...3 weeks ago?
Great, I finally uploaded the pics I took. PLUS I was bored, so you guys have to endure my ugly face :P

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imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Sun, 10 May 2009 17:19:14 GMT

Reasons why Suliet ~~sucks~~ Rocks HERE @gunsafe

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Fri, 08 May 2009 23:35:32 GMT

To all the people who readed my recent entry...
Today me and that guy went out again, this was our 2nd "date" and I got pretty disappointed with it. But just let me tell you all the story:

We met at 2 pm at the train station and we go off to eat something, well he eat and I just drink a soda cause I've just ate. We chat a bit about our week went and random stuff.
Then I brough him to see downtown keep talking and having fun. We buy an ice cream and then we go into a park (why oh why I suggested it... damn me!). We sat on a bench and the obvious happened and I was stupid not predicting it. He started to get closer til I had no more room, then he put an arm around me and started to caress my arm and I let him understand that I didnt' wanted to be touched. I HATE TO BE TOUCHED...LIKE HATE! NOBODY, NOBODY SHOULD EVER DARE TO TOUCH ME unless I don't say so. But I guess he didn't get the clue or was too much of an ass, he leaned to kiss me and I turned his head away with my hand and protected my face with the other. He was kinda down about it and I said: Sorry, I'm not that kind of girl you think I am. I wanted to go away but he apologized to the point he was about to get on his knees and I forgive him so we got up and kept talking around the town like nothing happened.
Then we went to a pub ato drink something and started to apologize again for the "almost kiss" and he asked me if I ever kissed anyone around the first dates or if he was about him. I went all bitch on that and made clear that wasn't a romantic date, we were just hanging out and I don't kiss anybody on the first date, like EVER and that I won't do it on the second,third and fourth because for me to kiss somebody it has to be meaningful. I have to know we know each other well, I have to knwo the relationship we have and I have to know he cares about me. I'm not an object. He seemed like...intrigued by it, maybe pleased then he told me he likes me and thats why he did that and thats why he's hanging out with me. So I said liking me is not enough; is not enough for me and it shouldn't be enough for him. I told him when I agreed to hang out with him was because I liked him as a person and I liked to hang out with people just for the sake of it, and if something will have to happen it will come natural. But right now I wasn't looking for anything serious and if he want to keep seeing me and hope to "get lucky" soon, then we should have just end things there cause that was not going to happen. To which he replied if I'm hanging out with other guys to see who was the best one for me and if that was to case to not make a fool out of him. WHAT A TOOL! I replied I'm not hanging out with anyone and if I accepted to go out with him was because as a guy he looked cool to me, and for how I talked to him he should got by now what kind of girl I am. He just nodded and said it was cool he liked that I was this kind...
Then I brough him back to the subway so he could go back at the transtation and said "see ya in 2 weeks" and I was like..."Uhm yeah...well.. we'll see.".

MEH! I don't know what to do now. WHY WHY THE FUCK DID I GET INTO THIS? I'm such an idiot, I should have known every men is like that! There's no man that doesn't try to gets in your pants (or throat in this case) after you shake hands with them. This is just so wrong!!! The most WTF thign is that he was looking at me like I was some kind of freak. Why? Why is so hard to understannd that going any further than hanging out win the first times is so fucking wrong? Why? Now he's really a nice guy and I really like to talk to him but if this dude though he could make out with me on our 2nd date then imagine what he'll want on the fourth! Also what the fuck with him always touching me? He didn't grabbed my boobs or anything LOL but he kept touching my hair, my face, always taking my arm or put his hand on my legs IT FUCKING IRKS ME!!!
I dunno, like I said I like to hang out with him to chat and all but then I know his intensions aren't the same as me and I don't want to delude himself.
Whata fucking mess I got into.

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Thu, 07 May 2009 18:40:39 GMT

Lost 5x15 recap Here@gunsafe

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Sun, 03 May 2009 20:32:35 GMT

From now this journal will only be about my personal stuff, so let's start!

So when I went to Paris I met a guy on my way back to Italy; I met him at the airport, I was having problemes with the ticket for the subway so I asked for help to him who I though was working there because of the outfit and was french because he was too pretty. Turned out he was italian, he had to take the same plane I did (because he lost the other)
We got a long pretty well and had long conversation at the airport, we liked each other so much we got the spots together on the plane.
On the trip back to Milan we talked again a lot, we always found somethign to talk about. He's very intelligent, charming, cool, funny and classy. The only problem is he's 2 years younger than me which makes me feela bit uncomfortable, but I wouldn't say he was 22 if he didn't tell me.
At the end of the trip we exchange our facebook accounts, through there we chatted a lot, we then exchanged our cell numbers and today we hanged out :D

It was really nice, we walked alot, he offered me somethign to drink, we talked of random stuff, we went in a park and ate some icecream. (BTW... SUMMER IS HERE *_________*)
We spent together only 2 days but I really like him as a person and maybe with time I might change my mind I don't know. There's great potential tho!

I just don't know if I wanna be involoved in a relationship again, my last one was 3 years ago and I was so good by myself. I mean..starting all over..I don't think if I can do that. I guess we'll see.

let's list the pro and cons

PRO
1) I'll finally get a life again, I mean I have friends but they are all busy with girlfriend and boyfriends and I don't like to play the third wheel.
2) I'llhave a special one only for me and with my big ego it will only makes me good.
3) I'll have an hot piece of us to show around and have bitches gettign jelouse of me AAHAHA
4) It'll be fun

CONS

1) I'm not ready to start a new relationship
2) I'll have to wax

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Thu, 30 Apr 2009 20:50:45 GMT

From now on I'm gonna post all my recaps, pic spam, videos at gunsafe.

No question about the name, it's totally random after I tried 1000+ names O_O

So here's my recaps of " The Variable"

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Spam me with caps

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Tue, 28 Apr 2009 14:39:36 GMT

SPAM ME WITH CAPS

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WHATS ON THE PLATE? SKATE!

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Tue, 28 Apr 2009 00:52:09 GMT

Ooookaaaay dudes, I dont care if you dont wanna be spoiled but if you love skate then you have to read under the cut!

Kristin spoiler chat on April 7th

Gisselle in Tampa, Fla.: When are Sawyer and Kate getting back together on Lost?
No time in season five, but check back for season six. You should like what you see... (P.S. Exec prod Eddy Kitsis says, perhaps jokingly, pherhaps not, "Season six is free to be you and me. Do what you feel.")

Kristin spoiler chat on April 9th

MP: Is that stuff about Skate in season six reliable?
Ummm...not to spoil everybody for everything ever, but based on reading Harry Potter up through Half-Blood Prince, I can reliably tell you that Ron and Hermoine get together in Deadly Hallows. Either that or everybody dies, but Hermoine-Draco? Not ever gonna be canon.

Kristin Spoiler chat on April 27th

Anna in Cardiff, England: Please, any hints for this week's episode of Lost? Can I expect something between Sawyer and Kate?
All we can say is that after you see the finale, you'll understand why season five of Lost has not handed you Sawyer and Kate on a plate.

WHOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I WONDER WHAT ITS GONNA HAPPEN!!!!

A kiss?
Love confession?
Time jump and They'll be happy with a baby?

WHAT? WHAT? I WANNNAAA KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW
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COME ON MAY 13!!!

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Sun, 26 Apr 2009 18:16:46 GMT

Heee I'm back!!! The whole thing was AMAZING! I loved it! I have no voice anymore!
The only sad thing was that I didnt had the chance to meet Julia better, she looked a great girl (and boy, you are so pretty!!!). Thing is we were in line, it rained and everyone was annoyed of waiting in line. If we met in others crcumstnces I bet it would have been awesome, but that was fine. It was nice to meer you anyway hon ♥

Anyway, I have to wait to post pics and vids cause I cant find the wire of my camera UGH! But here's a full report of the convention in Paris with Evi, Emerson and The writers.

- Me and Myl met Lyly and her friends at starbucks, Myl was my personal translator since I was the only one who spoke english LOL
- We go to the Hotel the Champs Élysées were we knew The actors and writers were, no chance to meet them but we met a Journalist who didnt even knew the actors that were coming. He told us he was going to interview them. He also said The actors of BSG were there : Jamie Bamber, Mary McDonell and the actor who play Gaius.
- At 12 we get in line to get the best spots, there we waited til 6 pm then they let us in. We got the best spots, front line.
- We waited for the show to begin, there was some lost music, trailers about some tv show and we watched the dharma orientation video.
- The panel starts clip about Lost with different scenes from S1-4, they showed the skate cage sex just wen Sawyer removes her shirts. It was followed 2 clips later after a Sun and Jin kiss clip. No Jate in this clip
- Damon and Carlton arrives, 2 journalist ask them questions :

* About the relation between french langauge and Lost .
They only said that it must be weird for french people to hear that french people on lost are changed to deutch because of the dubbing. Then they said the actress who plays Young Rousseau was there.

* Question about Jack vs Locke hence Science versus fate.
They explained the whole relationshio between these 2, Jack is a doctor he always needs to be sure of everything, he doesn't believe in miracles and Locke is more spiritual and stuff..
Then added that Fate is winning against Science so far.

* Question about what cages are for.
Me and Mylen yelling : TO HAVE SEX IN IT! Damon must heard us cause he laughed and said : Do you know what Sawyer did in the cages? Everyone laughed.
Then they explained that Dharma made experiments on polar bears, they break out the cages, coupled, made more polars bears. That's how there are polar bears on the island.

*Question about if they want to do a movie or spin off.
No, the last scene we'll see that will be the end of the show. We won't left to wonder anything.

* Question about if they ever regret some decisions.
NIkky and Paulo. Audience hated them. They were like : We never seen them before, we don't care. So they buried them alive. It was awful storyline.

*Question about the show in general, how lost started.
Damon said Abc wanted a show about an island and Damon and JJ proposed them lost. It got picked, abc was really impressed but they were kinda left wodnering how long it would have last. They said max 10 episodes and now here they are on 100 episodes. They finished filming the finale a week ago, they started writing S6 and it will be filmed in August and by April 2010 all will be over.

*Question about dead people on the show.
Damon saying you can die on lost and you'll be dead but if you came back it's not strange.

*Question about Vincent, he's the best character on lost they want a flashback about him.
They laugh, Vincent is the second character we see on the show, he'll never die and the last scene will be about him(joking). Vincent is also french :lol:

Then journalist say they are not alone, an actor will join them. They show Ben lookign at the monitors, zooming on a camera and we see Kate.
Clip about Kate :
Few clips from her flash backs, voiceover of Kate : He beated her and he srunk and I blow him up.
"I'm annie", "I'm Lucy" , "I'm Maggie", "MY NAME IS NOT MONICA!"
Clip of her in Btr by the firelights, some shots of her face in different seasons. Ships scene : Jate kiss in WKD, Her looking at Swyer touched and then kissing him in the cages. Con hug. Skate hug in OOU, Jate in I do when Jack asking her why she's here "THEY ARE GOING TO KILL SAWYER"(all skaters went batishit crazy KLHSJKHJKAGDHJSAGFHJSGFHJS). I love him please, scene. Cage sex.

Everyone is greeting Evi, she does a little dance and hugs the writers. She sits. First question the writers ask her is Is it Jack or Sawyer. She smile and rolls her eyes like..Here we go again. People in the hall screaming SAAWYER.JACK-SAWYER-JACK.. Evi saying like wait wait calm down.
Is it Jack?
Jate fans saying Jack Name and Clapping. Evi did a "So and So" with her hand, like..it could have been better.

Is it Sawyer?
Everyone went Crazy, we were screaming like shameless fangirl, clapping and all.
Evi Said so that's it! Damon and Carlton woooow.. Damon: So Sawyer is! Carlton : Yeah!...Maybe!"

The Evi in french saying Kate has been with both men but everyone remembers the cage sex. (It was in french, Myl translated for me so I dont remember the exact words.)
Journalist ask her about her life and her knowing French.

*Question for the writers to talk about Kate
They talk about casting Evi, there were 65 actress for her role, then they spotted Evi and she was perfect. Story about who was the less likely being a figutive: That's Kate!

* Question for Evi about who is Kate .
She said she loves playng her, she's really a complicat character, then she talks about her being a figutive and that she killed her father and wanted to make it sounds an accident. Journalist wants to know if she ever quiestion the writers about Kate's decisions. In English she said she always trust them even if sometimes she doesn't understant some of her actions and they did a good Job. Then in french say sometimes she wonder what are they doing and she goes to them asking for explanations. Damon say : I understand what you are saying! :lmao-1:

*Question about How much Kate is in Evi.
She said they went through the same path. Now Kate is softer and more like a woman, her character growed and she grow as a person and actress. At first she loved climbing trees but shes not S1 Kate anymore and Evi is not 24 anymore either.

*Question about how Lillywants Kate to end up.
She say she wnated for Kate to be a mother and more mature and indipendent. With no men.

*Question about why Kate kept Aaron.
Evi smiles : You'll find out this season.

Journalist introducing Micheal Emerson. We welcome him. Clip show about Ben. Writers say they wanted Emerson only for 3 episode he had to be the leader of the others. He was the guy. Then he said " GOT ANY MILK?" And he was in the show for good, that line owned them. Emerson saying : That's a normal question! Dartlon saying : Please say that agian! He said " You guys got any milk?" LOL
Some questions I cant rember all, they asked how he wants Ben to end up : He says Ben took extreme measure and I'd like him to end up heroic! :lmao-1:
Writers saying we'll see. Question about if he has a tender side. He said he has too much evil plans to think and he has no time for love. The journalist sking if Ben has a tender spot for Kate : Evi looking at him in funny way : SOOO do you? Emerson Laugh, he says not, they never had time for that Evi jokes : then he's Jack! :lol2:
Journalist saying that tho Ben is in love with Juliet. He says yeah he has feelign for her and if things turned out different it might have worked LOL.

Clip show about how is wonderful to shoot in hawaii. And it's a funny clip. Basically they show all clips of all unpleasent stuff that happens to you : Saying getting trapped by Rousseau, Charlie being shot by a dart in the throat in cacth 22, Locke falling from the yellow beechcraft, Charlie gettigna trap in Exodus and getting injuried on his forhead. Jack and Kate getting trapped in the net.

Writers and actors laugh. Emerson say : IT'S NOT ALWAYS LIKE THAT! We have nice moment as well! :lmao-1:
He says a friend of his told him it was awasemo that he was playing in Lost but to be carful cause it's rough! Emerson replied : What could be so rough in hawaii! Thre's beaches, great landscaps! But now he say he understands.
Journalist ask them the best thing that happened shooting in Oahu that was either good or funny to do. Evi said watchign the wales. Emerson was like..Oh yes I have one! Then he said OH NO! It's a season 5 scene! The audience laugh :lmao-1:
Emerson actually goes to Darlton and whisper them if he can tell that scene to us! They said yes, so he said the most funny scene he shooted was with Hurely when he throw them that piece of pizza against him. He said they took that scene anytime with a new piece of pizza who was s hot from the microwave, at a point Him and Jorge weren't able to see each other on the faces and have a straight face anymore. :lmao-1:

Now they say the actors will leave, we'll watch a clip show and then the first ep of s5. Darlton knows half of the peopelthere already watched in a way (download). It's okay, we can do it.
They goes over the stage, Darlton picks the Jules verne awards. We go after them, Mylene manage to give Lilly a bueatiful drawing she made about Kate. Lyly gaves her a polar bear. Hi Sya Hi to Her and Darlton. They signed some autographs.
They go away, Clip show about S4 there were some skate scenes. When the voice over say : The characters plits and pick a side there's Skate separation. Kate : What ar eyou doing? Same things I always done, Surviving. Sad look of Kate.
Sawyer giving Aaron to Kate, Sawyer lookign at Kate checkign Jack's wound, Him helping Kate to get on the chopper, Them smiling at each other in the chopper and of course the Spectacular Kiss (Me, myl, Lyly and few others skaters all went HEEEEEEEEEEEEE SUQEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE when they showed it LOL ) with the writers talkign about Sawyer sacrifice and the voice over : This is the last time we see Sawyer, he's gone. Or something like it.
No much Jate excpet for their scenes with Daniel, the " Are we realling going home?" and in SNBH Kate sitting on the couch and Jack asking her : Where were you? Who were you talking to? Voice over saying it all fall apart and here were they realize they made a mistake they have to go back. (somethign along the lines).

Clips about The O6 and then all Characters from Lost

On Kate : She's a complicate character, talks about her blowing up her father, on the island she wantet to start fresh : clip about her and Jack in tabula Rasa : I wanna tell you what I did. I don't wanna know.
Economist clip, skate scene : Sawyer saying : You dont know how the real wolrd works Freckles. Then Eggtown clips when Sawyer celbrate she's not pregnant. Writers saying Kate is always runnign from her problems, she doesnt face them. Sawyer sayinf the line : when you'll be pissed at Jack you'll jump right back to me. Writers saying Kate also is confused between the 2 men . She should be with Jack, she genuinely loves him and she knows he'll take good care of her. (Some random Jate scenes I can't remember, not romantic related tho). Then they say but is Sawyer the one she's drawn to : Cage sex, them kissing.
Off the island she Claim Aaron is her Son but we know he's not. Clip about her going to Aaron in eggtown : Hey Aaron.
Jate clip in eggtown : J : we can grab some coffee sometimes. K : I know why you dont wanna see the baby. Until you do there's no you and me getting a coffee. Writers saying : She starts a relationshipo with Jack, they were engaged and they had to get married. clip of Jack showing her the ring. Kate : Of course I will, yes. They hug. Writers say it last for a while but then all falls apart. Kate is keeping a promise to Sawyer and she wont tell Jack. Clip of Kate at the phone. Jack doesnt trust her, he can't take it so all ends.
Then about Sawyer they say the same stuff again that he was the bad guy at first and blah blah, he's our Han solo and stuff. Nothing new.

That's all guys. Somethign less or more but this was really all. It was agreat event, I enjoyed it alot!

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Fri, 24 Apr 2009 06:38:10 GMT

ALRIGHT GUYS! I'm about to leave for that LOST convention in Paris! I'm gonna meet miss Evangeline Lilly (oh joey, the bullshit she's gonna say.... :rolleyes:), Micheal Emerson (BEN!) and TEAM FUCKING AWESOME DARLTON! HEEE KLAHJKLHJKSGFJHKSGF

I'll be back on Sunday night.

roukinelj IF YOU ARE READING : Send me a PM here with your cell number so I'll call you to set a meeting!

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Fri, 17 Apr 2009 21:04:55 GMT

I was tagged by antar82

Character meme

Kate Austen (Thank you GLO!!)

1. Do you like this character?
What kind of question is that? OF COURSE!

2. What name/s do you call this character?
Kate.

3. What image-color do you associate with this character?
I'm gonna go with Purple, it's a dark and in the same way elegant and soft color. It has several nuances and I think it goes very well with her character.

4. What image-song do you associate with this character?
This woman's work

I should be crying, but I just can't let it show.
I should be hoping, but I can't stop thinking

Of all the things I should've said,
That I never said.
All the things we should've done,
That we never did.
All the things I should've given,
But I didn't.

5. What blood-type do you think this character is?
I already know she's 0 negative.
6. Of all of the titles to that this character appears in, what character do you like to put this character with?
Titles? Whut? Anyway Sawyer James Ford. The only person she can be free with.

7. What would you want to say to this character?

You are a beautiful person which doesn't mean "Perfect". I think perfect doesn't exist, and if it does it must be very boring. What makes you such a wonderful character are your flawes, your mistakes, your decisions the wrong and the right. All the things you did built the complicated, crazy, beautiful character you are and if you didn't took certain paths, you'd probably wouldn't be so interesting and layered. You know, it's easy to judge and point the finger but I wonder how many people actually did the things you did? Like trying to save a friend from a dangerous situations, or taking care of a baby even if it wasn't theirs, trying to keep the sanity while living a lie or simply giving a chance to someone who felt unworthy to live, offering love to this person to make them grow enough to actually go from a selfish con man to a selfless guy who sacrifice everything for the person he loves. So don't feel like you are selfish, don't be hopeless and don't you dare think you aren't good enough to deserve happyness. You are and I'm positive you will when time is gonna come.
Thank you for exsisting and for all the fight you make me have with people all the time I stick up for you :P

8. Which do you want to do with this character: Shake hands, hug, or kiss?
A big hug ♥

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Mon, 13 Apr 2009 16:27:57 GMT

Hello guys! First of all HAPPY EASTER!
I hope you all had a very happy Eatser. I bet not so much for Abruzzo's folks, what shitty thing that happened to them. I can't say this thing affected me but I'm really sorry for all what happened there. I hope the country will be back on their normal lives soon.

Yesterday I went with my BFF to watch Slumdog Millionair; oh my God it was EPIC. I knew it was good but not this good, I downloaded it and rewatched again because seriously! What a masterpiece!

On a downer note, I need to find a new job. My collegue complained about the job she was doing, so she's now doing what I'm suppose to so they won't keep me. Here we go again. I'm sick of it!

On April 24 I'm leving to go in Paris for the Lost Convention, who else is coming? roukinelj We need to talk ASAP!

I haven't watched the last episode of Lost, I dont' care about Ben plus no Skate in it. Yeah I'm shallow SO?
In a Lost note , I'm re-making the skate animated mood, it's gonna be new and improved :D

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 17:23:20 GMT

68 lost icons.
*comments are lovely
*credit
*do not direct link
♥ Enjoy

HERE @ colorwave

THANK YOU, DARLTON

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 02:58:52 GMT

"Sawyer broke your heart, how else were you suppose to fix it"

I'm speacheless, I'm crying...I'm shaking..

Another good one from Darlton who wrote this masterpiece. THANK YOU.

SAWYER AND KATE ARE SO GOIGN TO END UP TOGTHER AND HAVE THEIR OWN KID! "BECAUSE SAWYER AND KATE ACTUALLY CARE"

Now I can go to sleep.

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Sun, 22 Mar 2009 20:14:42 GMT

38 Lost icons
*comments are lovely
*credit
*do not direct link
♥ Enjoy

HERE@colorwave

Skate fictions

imacomplexgirl_sweetheart@hotmail.it — Sat, 14 Mar 2009 15:38:58 GMT

We did it! Me and my friend Clarisse finally opened a Sawyer and Kate fan fiction site!

Click on the banner to access the site!

After Skate Diary closed we spent much time wondering if it was ever going to be back and then we took a decision : Open our own skate fictions site!
We really hope everyone will join this new site and have a lot of fun. We invested so much on this project and we are hoping it will turn out a success.

So JOIN AND PIMP IT!
Thsi is the only skate fanfics site ever so DON'T MISS IT :D